excited..

Excited. Waiting. Wondering. What's going to happen. So much. Too much. To focus on. To really think about. To concentrate on. It hurts too much. I think too much. It makes me sweaty. Calm down, I say. Try to. Doesn't work. Need a distraction. Something to get my mind off. Off it. Off everything. Listen to music. Go for a walk. Sketch. Take pictures. Draw. Paint. Something. Anything. Wondering. Waiting. Excited. Need a week off. Go somewhere. Should be going away for the weekend at the end of the month. Looking forward to it. Maybe I'll go for a bit longer. Got to talk to Dad about that. He's the man in charge. Charge of it all. Sometimes, I feel like I'm not in charge of enough. You know that if you dream that you're a passenger in a car it means that the person driving is controlling your life? Interesting, huh? Thought so, too. Have a lot of driving dreams. Sometimes, I'm driving. Sometimes someone else is. Sometimes no one is driving at all. I don't have my license. Never wanted it. Don't think I'll really need it. In the progressive society we live in trying to be green? I don't think it's very necessary. Especially with our transit system. Plan your journey. Give yourself enough time to get there. You shouldn't have a problem. Don't know what the huge deal is, really. Cars are too overrated. I think so, at least.