creative process

The creative process is something I don't really understand. Still. After years of listening to it and trusting it and going by it, I still don't fully understand it. Why does it appear at certain times. With certain tones. At the most awkward times. Where does it really come from? Why do I ignore it sometimes? Why do I listen to it? What forced me to trust it and hold its hand and go on a long journey with it? All these questions. Never really answered. Just there. Unanswered. I just go along with it. Going with the flow and trusting it. One day I would like to take the time to listen and answer these questions. But to answer these questions, I have to first listen to myself.