thinking..

what does it make you want to take your whole life and just move it around? have you ever felt like that? like you just want to come out of your body, fly high into the sky and then just pick up your whole life and then move it to another time in the future?
i don't think it's indecisiveness or being too contemplative or complex about the future but it just doesn't feel right. not exactly. kinda like when you try out a new couch. you can see yourself sitting there watching your favorite tv programming or can see yourself playing scrabble with the kids on it, but you just haven't gotten That groove. Yet. It feels ok, but just not perfect.


Is it me just loosing track? Loosing focus? Not too sure. I know the goals. I know the dreams. Hell, I also know what'll come after reaching those goals and dreams, but the plan isn't being executed too well. I think I have to start over and try again.

Scrap it and start fresh.

I don't think it'll be too bad, I now know not to repeat the mistakes I made before and what to watch out for in the future.

It's amazing how writing could solve your own problems.