really, shane. really..

Really should be getting some paint soon. And canvas. And new brushes. I haven't done anything in a couple of months. I really should step my game up in regards to my artistic side. Really, Shane. Really. I'm drawing though. Which is good. Building the skills. I never really liked myself as a drawer. I'm a better painter. School is getting better. Less stress. I guess actually, it's the same stress but I'm handling it differently. I don't have hangovers in the morning to make me moody and just want to go back to bed. I'm able to last the full day. I still get the headaches, but they're not as frequent. They're not as bad. Amazing how one adiction can rule your life in so many ways. For the worse. Always. It's funny, but when you're in it, you don't realize it. Love makes you blind, I guess. Yeh. I said it. Love. I loved the bottle. Maybe one day, I'll write more about it. Not now. I would rather forget. For now. I cooked today. Fried up some fish. It was good. Want more. Waiting for my Moms to get home to have dinner with her, though. Seconds. Maybe thirds. After I will be getting ready to listen to Jesse and Gene on 1010. It should be interessting. Looking forward to it. I can't wait to get more paint.